it's June 2nd. yes, it's JUNE 2nd. wow, i can't believe this. school's out and i'm officially a senior. probably the best year of my life is about to begin. i'm so nervous. i don't want to graduate... if i could i'd probably choose to be a senior for at least 3 years after.
ok, so next year i'm going to be on the top. sigh, i remember when i was a measly freshman. it's crazy how fast time goes. after our half day of school today, me and kristin bought panera and ate it in Max & Erma's (because that's where everyone else was/wanted to eat). so anyway, on our way out i saw a girl with a shirt that said "kindergarden class of '06" it made me feel so old. i don't know... it's crazy. i feel like i shouldn't be a senior next year. i feel like i skipped sophmore year altogether. i feel like junior year was full of good times with my friends and bad times with my grades... ahh it's insane! i really don't have all the time in the world. Mr. Olzweski (haha, even after a year i can't spell his name) always said that. he's not joking.
well, even though it didn't feel like it should be the last day of school, it was. and it went faster than ever. we did nothing in my classes, so i got to talk to so many people. one thing i must say, i really have attained so many friends. when i was in eigth grade, i had a good number of friends (more than most) but i didn't meet too many new people. i guess i should say i didn't care to meet new people. that's changed. any chance i get i say hello to someone. even people i used to talk to more often but haven't gotten the chance to. i wished so many people "a happy senior summer" today it was insane. (ok, i'm lying.) i only wished like one person that. ( i guess if i said that too much, i'd get some funny looks.) but still.. i'm not lying about the talking to people i haven't talked to for so long.
tomorrow is Nick's "out of school party". no one really had one tonight (so i guess that's why me, kristin, ross, and jason worked on a flippin' ORCA JOURNEY puzzle. oh, did i mention we did this for over FOUR HOURS!) yeah, well tomorrow is the official party. a ton of people are taking the SAT's tomorrow, so we are having a party after that. it's going to be insane. there's going to be over 70 people there, as predicted by justin polosky. it should be a very very fun time. hopefully i get the car.
i still can't get over how much summer hasn't sunk in yet. it was nice this week, but it's raining now... and stuff. i don't know, i hope summer turns out to be amazing. i need to get a job. hopefully i'll be able to get one in a matter of a week or so. i think all of June i want to work every day. i need to raise money for my trip to France next year over spring break. (lemme tell you, i'm sooo excited for that.)
yeah, i'm going to part with this year's senior class song:
I hope that the days come easy and the moments pass slow,
And each road leads you where you want to go,
And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.
And if one door opens to another door closed,
I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window,
If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile,
But more than anything, more than anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.
have a nice summer everyone. have a nice next year. and if you put up with all of my babbling about being a senior, thanks. it was mostly just for fun. i was going to put down all of the highlights of the year, but i don't think i could individually pick out each and every one. probably the best thing to do was generalize it as a whole and just say (aside from it being the hardest year) it was the best so far!
seriously, does anyone else feel like yesterday was the first day? i do. it's odd.
i love you. xoxo
melis.
