so i have every intention of rambling for a good while. about what? who knows.

so it's sunday. or it was, i guess it's not anymore. i guess it's monday now. anyway, yesterday was church then i went fishing. :) i caught a fish. yup, a nice fish the size of my finger probably. i probably could have stuck him in a fish tank he was so small. small, but cute.

tomorrow, ahem, today i don't know what i'm doing. i have to work 4-8 but i dont know what i'm doing before that. i need to clean my car and my room. i want to play tennis but there's no one to play with so i guess i won't do that.

uhh, friday is schedule changes. which are an inconvience. i have to go in there and basically without any logical reason as to why i should be there (aside from wanting different periods) demand them to change around my classes. so basically, you aren't allowed to do that. but no worries. mrs. savarino loves me so i'll just sweet talk my way into getting where i need to go. i also have some study halls that need filled. (i have like 4) i'm only going to fill 2 i think so that i'll have tons of time to do homework and more time for after school activities. but now i have to throw work in there, so it's going to be harder than ever. i might not have time to do the play actually.... hmm.. that would suck because it would be the only year me and ange would get to do it together. (not that i ever went to play practice in the past, but who knows.)

another thing i want to mention, i have to find a college to go to. if i could, i'd pick south harmen. haha, speaking of which i got a letter in the mail from them. it made my day. (i guess i should explain to you why this is the best thing ever to get in the mail. sigh, that would take too long. i'll make it short, in reality south harmen doesn't exist. however, in "accepted" it does.) that might not make sense to everyone, but if you've seen any realitively new movies you would understand. what i ought to do is make this paragraph it's own seperate entry, but that would take more effort than i am willing to put into it.

ok, i'm done/bored of rambling.

oh and i want to take this time to apologize for being random. ask me if i care? (the answer is no, not really.)

xoxomelis

summer is awesome-possum.

I enjoy just going and doing random things. Usually we can't find anything to do until about 15 minutes though. Canonsburg has to be boring like that. ok, so let's see. It's the 8th. For the 4th i went to the clarks. that was fun. it was very illegal and very deadly, but fun nonetheless. then the 5th was church, and the 6th i went to the McSummer Fest and then watched more fireworks. yesterday i don't know what i did. oh yeah, i saw pirates of the carribean II. it was awesome x 153459873. Today i went to the wavepool with krisitn and Jason. tomorrow is the 9th and ross finally comes back tomorrow, so the homeslices are gunna go out tuesday night. I have to work monday night and tuesday morning. Wednesday i leave for camping/Flordia. i'm so excited i get to do both. i thought it was going to be really sucky and i'd have to miss camping, but me and ange did some hardcore convincing and it worked! woo. so yeah, i need to start packing now. i'd like to go school shopping now too, but i guess i'll have to wait until i get back.

ok, so other than that, i haven't showered in... oh nevermind. i'll go do that now so you don't think i'm gross or anything. 'cause i'm not you know.

gahh, i'm tiiireeeeddd.

i'm cold. it's late. well, it's summer so i guess 12:30 isn't too late, but i need to be up early tomorrow morning. (early as in up by 7:30). hopefully that won't be too hard. Me and Kristin are going to go play tennis tomorrow... haha. then after that is the Elliot fun fair.

anyway, im up becasue i just got done filling out some of those track and field questionnaires that colleges have been sending me. i thought i would fill them out and send them back because that's something i've needed to do for a while. (especially since i plan on choosing my college based upon who will give me the most track money.) I don't know why i picked tonight to fill all of that out though. i was out earlier tonight yet i just came home and filled them out. it was getting pretty redundant and i just needed to stop.

i don't know why i updated either.

i'm tired. yawn.

xoxomelis.

it's June 2nd. yes, it's JUNE 2nd. wow, i can't believe this. school's out and i'm officially a senior. probably the best year of my life is about to begin. i'm so nervous. i don't want to graduate... if i could i'd probably choose to be a senior for at least 3 years after.

ok, so next year i'm going to be on the top. sigh, i remember when i was a measly freshman. it's crazy how fast time goes. after our half day of school today, me and kristin bought panera and ate it in Max & Erma's (because that's where everyone else was/wanted to eat). so anyway, on our way out i saw a girl with a shirt that said "kindergarden class of '06" it made me feel so old. i don't know... it's crazy. i feel like i shouldn't be a senior next year. i feel like i skipped sophmore year altogether. i feel like junior year was full of good times with my friends and bad times with my grades... ahh it's insane! i really don't have all the time in the world. Mr. Olzweski (haha, even after a year i can't spell his name) always said that. he's not joking.

well, even though it didn't feel like it should be the last day of school, it was. and it went faster than ever. we did nothing in my classes, so i got to talk to so many people. one thing i must say, i really have attained so many friends. when i was in eigth grade, i had a good number of friends (more than most) but i didn't meet too many new people. i guess i should say i didn't care to meet new people. that's changed. any chance i get i say hello to someone. even people i used to talk to more often but haven't gotten the chance to. i wished so many people "a happy senior summer" today it was insane. (ok, i'm lying.) i only wished like one person that. ( i guess if i said that too much, i'd get some funny looks.) but still.. i'm not lying about the talking to people i haven't talked to for so long.

tomorrow is Nick's "out of school party". no one really had one tonight (so i guess that's why me, kristin, ross, and jason worked on a flippin' ORCA JOURNEY puzzle. oh, did i mention we did this for over FOUR HOURS!) yeah, well tomorrow is the official party. a ton of people are taking the SAT's tomorrow, so we are having a party after that. it's going to be insane. there's going to be over 70 people there, as predicted by justin polosky. it should be a very very fun time. hopefully i get the car.

i still can't get over how much summer hasn't sunk in yet. it was nice this week, but it's raining now... and stuff. i don't know, i hope summer turns out to be amazing. i need to get a job. hopefully i'll be able to get one in a matter of a week or so. i think all of June i want to work every day. i need to raise money for my trip to France next year over spring break. (lemme tell you, i'm sooo excited for that.)

yeah, i'm going to part with this year's senior class song:

I hope that the days come easy and the moments pass slow,
And each road leads you where you want to go,
And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.
And if one door opens to another door closed,
I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window,
If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile,

But more than anything, more than anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

have a nice summer everyone. have a nice next year. and if you put up with all of my babbling about being a senior, thanks. it was mostly just for fun. i was going to put down all of the highlights of the year, but i don't think i could individually pick out each and every one. probably the best thing to do was generalize it as a whole and just say (aside from it being the hardest year) it was the best so far!

seriously, does anyone else feel like yesterday was the first day? i do. it's odd.

i love you. xoxo

melis.

c'est vendredi.

i thought i was in the mood to update my blog, but now i'm not so sure. that's ok. i'm updating anyway. it's friday, i'm not able to go anywhere until my mom gets home so that she can take me to kristin's. i'd drive myself but, i can't. i mean, i physically can, but the car is not here. so that's lame.

yeah. i really guess i'm not in the mood to update.

it's really raining. it's a bunch of things. it's probably about time for me to get off. hmm...

i guess that's all. i don't feel like talking about a million other things.

xoxomelis.

oh yeah, i forgot i opened this up.

so basically i was like "hey, i'll update for no reason" and then i got sidetracked. so here i am an hour later (not that you woudn't know that if i didn't tell you or anything)

Happy Easter. Everyone should be remembering what Easter really means. none of that easterbunny nonsense. yeah, it's cute, but just don't forget ok?

today is actually the day after Easter. I really don't have any plans aside from track practice from 3-5:30ish. maybe i'll do something because i'd really like to. I spent the other portion of my spring break with my family in the poconos.  don't ask me why, because i couldn't tell you. me and ange decided it was more torture than it was vacation. i came sooo close to pushing josh out of the raft. i almost wish i did actually.

finally i'm back here. finally. listening to itunes. realizing i have stuff on there i didn't know. pretty sweet.

i'm being all lazy today. i should be doing my graduation project. actually, i'll do that as soon as ange's turn is up because then i can be on instead of my brothers. it's better that they play outside than play video games anyway.

this was a nice immature blog entry right? good. that's what i was going for.

Let's all marvel at Relient K's ability to write awesome music:

i'm falling out of grace with the world
they say i've lost my midas touch what turned to gold now turns to rust
i'm falling out of line with all the stars
that flood my dreams with their guitars and magazines

face down this carpet tastes like coffee grounds ground into my face now
and every angle's covered with just another

i'm falling out of style with the current way things are
the things that make conforming hard
i'm falling out of control and you just can't stop me now
i'll fight as long as time allows

face down this carpet tastes like coffee grounds ground into my face now
and every angle's covered with just another band-aid

i'm out here way beyond
a shadow of a doubt
and i know i'm never falling out
of favor with you

i'm out here way beyond
a shadow of a doubt
and i know i'm never falling out
of favor with you

i won't think twice or even three times
about taking a gamble with you
cause with my life you have been so kind
i take all my comfort from you

face down this carpet tastes like coffee grounds ground into my face now
and every angle's covered with just another band-aid

i'm out here way beyond
a shadow of a doubt
and i know i'm never falling out
of favor with you

i'm out here way beyond
a shadow of a doubt
and i know i'm never falling out
of favor with you

so basically, i love relient k. if you got me tickets to their next show, i would love you. i think i'm just going to go stalk them now or something.

toodles. xoxo

 (i would like to comment on the "xoxo" that my sister leaves at the end of EVERY SINGLE one of her posts. so i thought i would make fun of her in a quirky way by doing it on mine.)

schweet.

now, if that's not a lame way to end a lame blog entry, i don't know what is...

everyone should be informed that on monday February Monday 6, 2006 i got my braces off! Finalement!

that's about it.

i just sent an e-mail. i never do that. haha. go check your e-mails everyone. (but only one of the people who checks it will get something becuase i only sent one e-mail!) haha.

i've been in a lame mood lately. and by lame i don't me sad. it's more of a hyper mood. weird.

xoxomelis.

i miss mindsay. i would update more often, i really would, but no one would bother to read it.

i just thought i would let everyone know that i love the steelers. Isn't it cool how this is OUR city, and they WON THE SUPERBOWL!!!!!!

well, i was very very excited about that. i love football. it's one of the few sports i'd rather watch than actually play. (and that's unusual because i'm very athetically oriented.)

ok, so i just updated my blog with a semi-real update. let's see, that's a first in the past X number of months.

maybe i'll start this back up again...

xoxomelis.

yeah, it sure has been awhile. if i were to start with all of the things i've been doing since i last updated, i'd probably still be here by christmas day. (oh yes, it's Christmas Eve!) anyway, i did the play ("the somewhat true tales of Robinhood.) it was fun. not as fun as last year's seussical, but musicals are always better anyway. speaking of which, i don't know if i'm going to do this year's musical, which is Les Miserables. i'm still undecided, but they are going to have to change the musical if they don't get more people to audition. hmm.. i am however doing science olympiad, FBLA, TSA, and stuff this year. as well as indoor and outdoor track. umm.. indoor has already started. we had one meet so far. i've lettered and qualified for championships already. lol.  

last night was pretty fun for doing nothing other than driving around. haha, i could tell you the long boring story about how i was at kristin's and we didn't want to go to the bball game and were thinking of something else to do and how we called richie, went to the mall and met up with nate, but look, i already told you. so last night i did some things i never did before. like skated on a frozen pond. i was so scared at first, but it was really cool. (i took pictures!) umm and i went off roading. that was pretty scary. haha, on ice none the less.

ok, so i thought i'd wish everyone a merry Christmas and a happy new year. there's no Christmas eve service at church tonight since Christmas falls on a sunday. tonight i'm going to my uncle's and then when i get home we are opening one gift each and then the gifts that i'm getting from my siblings.

haha, the steeler game is amazing right now. it's almost embarrassing for those cleaveland browns. they haven't scored yet and we've just been sacking them up and down. it's so good.

that's all for now.

xoxox

an exception of course. i'm just so dedicated.

i'm just updating because i had a good weekend. i'll tell you about this weekend i guess. (i'm still not guaranteeing updates everyweek though) friday night was the big mac game. we actually won? crazy. i only watched the first quarter though and then sat in kristi's car. me lizzie and kristin had a good time though. then kings as usual. on saturday i just cleaned and killed time until about 5 when suzi picked me up and we went to kristi's house for the tennis banquet. we had tacos for dinner at her house and then went to kings and stuff. it was fun. i still need to put my pin on my letter. umm.. then we spent the night. the girls thought it was cute to use the ouiga board. so i sat around by myself for an hour. yeah, then we played massive amounts of ping pong and prank phone called from like 2:30 am-4:00 am.  t'was hysterical. i'll probably be getting some complaining phonecalls soon. kristin didn't block any of the numbers she called. haha. then we slept for a few hours. woke up. ate pancakes. then i went back to kristin's. and then justin picked us up and we went over mike rush's house for a steelers party. i got home around 6:30. then ate and took a nap.

that was my weekend. i felt like updating that.

xoxomelis.

i'm about to stop updating my blog altogether. i just like having a blog. it makes it nice to write things down. i use it just to see what i did and to read about what other's did, but no one does it anymore, and even if they did would it make a difference?

it's getting pretty lame i must say.

i'll update when i feel something important is going on in my life.

ahh monday!

tomorrow i present for ap psych.

what did i do today?

went to school. went to play practice. went to wal mart and got my pictures developed and my costume for zach's party, and ate at red robin with my mom and sister and then went to gabes to help ange find something to wear as violet in the play. then i came home and finished up my ap psych. it really pays off that i did most of it already and didn't save it for the last minute. if we had any somsky homework, i'm not doing it. there's a french test tomorrow that i'm not studying for. and for some reason, i just can't get pre calc into my head at all.

xoxomelis.

i haven't updated. and to be honest with you, i feel pretty lame always updating my blog. haha.

anyway, the past weekend i went to church 3 times. haha, it was our special services, and even though you probably wouldn't believe it, i had fun.

today i did homework and ate. no joke. i think i'll be eating some more soon. cereal sounds good.

actually, all weekend i wasn't online at all.

big macs lost as usual. penguins lost in overtime. steelers lost. that was the winning weekend.

myspace~!

sorry guys. great season. :(

tonight i was not able to go to the soccer game. too bad... i must be their good luck charm because i haven't gone to a game that they lost... except like one. just kidding. but it really was a good season and all..

tonight i just can't seem to find the right songs to listen to. i'm not going to bother about that though.. fall out boy concert was tonight. i had no plans on going, but i would have liked to if i had the chance.

but, what i did do tonight was go over krisit's house. we did our AP psych project. it looks good. we made cool posters. haha, and then watched the 5 min. video i made on my twin brothers. haha, we're going play it for the class when we present next week. haha it's ridiculous. it's basically them shagging balls at a soccer game and me taping them and then asking them questions. basically, i was being dumb with the video camera and turned it upside down just to be cool and then edit it out later, but me and kristi don't know how to edit. haha, so basically they are upside down for 5 seconds for the heck of it. but it's really funny. then we watched friends and ate ice cream. gooood time. we were bummed we couldn't go to the game...

myspace time!

oh, and people, do update your blog more. i still do, even though no one reads it. i like to be nosy and it would be great if i could read your blogs. haha.